Blood

Red blood. Not tons of it yet. Not too much cramping yet. But I’m sure it’s coming.
I knew this was going to happen.
What I don’t understand is why?
Why would we conceive a miracle baby just to lose it?
This is why I question God.
Maybe there is a reason for it, but I sure as hell don’t [...]

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Protected: Professional Portraits of the Girls (let me know if you need the pw)

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Casa

We are thinking about buying a house.
I can’t believe I just typed that! Eeeeek!
Prices and interest rates are SO low right now, we can buy a whole house for about 1/2 of what it would cost us to rent. So, it’s sort of a no brainer. We happen to have a down payment right now, [...]

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Sh*t

Not only do I FEEL like it (symptoms in FULL effect now, BTW)…but I’m also getting a lot of it.
I guess not everyone understands what we had to go through to get the girls, or exactly HOW much of a miracle New Bean is. But (and I know I am hormonal right now)  if one more [...]

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Introducing…

New Bean
Just ONE bean this time.
This is how it all went down.
I showed up for the appointment, bladder bursting and nervous as hell. They finally called me back (right on time, but of course I had gotten there early). Hubby had to wait in the waiting room.
They started the scan and I could see a [...]

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Owwww

I do *not* remember the cramping with the girls lasting this long or being this persistent. I have been up ALL night with cramps and today they are so bad I don’t even want to go in to work!
I went in yesterday and the doctor said that my cervix was closed and so not to [...]

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A question…

Would you say that a man giving his wife flowers when she discovered that she was pregnant is standard proceedure?
Cause that’s never happened around here and I am starting to get my feelings hurt.
Like, REALLY hurt.
What a stupid thing to be so upset about.
Damn hormones.
PS. I’ve added videos of the girls on Flickr.

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Symptoms…not.

I pretty much feel nothing.
Which is giving me SOMETHING to obsess about.
I’m having a hard time believing that I am pregnant to begin with – and this is not helping. I mean, ME? US!? The concept that we got pregnant just from having SEX? No pills, no shots, no….
I have been extra tired and extra [...]

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Flickr

I’ve added a link to my Flickr account (at the bottom, on the right).
I have uploaded some new pics of the girls on there, if you’re interested.
Just add me as a contact – all the pics of the girls are set to “private”.
I’ll try to update it often.
* I just noticed that there are way [...]

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Spotting? And the obsession begins. (Second post of the day, and a TMI alert)

I don’t even know if I have the energy to obsess like I did the last time! Ohhh geez.
But I had noticed that I wasn’t spotting with this pregnancy like I had with the girls (last time I started spotting by the time my period was due). My period was due on Sunday, and today [...]

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