Still spotting, still freaking out.

So, what else is new?
I’ve been researching and researching and it pretty much comes down to being 50/50.
50% of people who have spotting like this in early pregnancy go on to miscarry and 50% don’t. All I can’t do is wait and see, which SUCKS to say the least.
I want to believe that its nothing, [...]

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I Jinxed Myself

The spotting is back. It seems to come and go, but never amounts to more than a watery brown smear -which is good, I guess. But OH how it makes me worry!!! I am thinking about requesting another beta just to ease my mind.
In my heart I feel that everything is fine, that I am [...]

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Just a Moment

I only have a second to blog, I am just waiting for Hubby to get out of the shower so that we can leave for the funeral (running late, OF course).
 I was reading my past few blogs and I noticed that I forgot to tell you guys that the spotting stopped. It was only that [...]

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Second Beta

335!!!
 I am so happy, I’m fighting back tears!
My first ultrasound is April 16th.
More to come. Right now I have a million things I have to get ready before the funeral tomorrow. =(

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Spotting (TMI) *Updated*

Freaking out – YET again.
 I first noticed it last night when I put my progesterone suppository in…there was a tiny drop of watery brownish/pinkish stuff on the applicator.
This morning when I went to the bathroom, there was brown on the TP (still watery, but definitely THERE).
I looked it up in What to Expect When You’re [...]

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Beta

Drum roll please?
 108!!!!!!
Holy moly!!
Those Target brand pregnancy tests are CRAP!!!! (they can’t pick up 108!?)

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Obsessing

I really think these lines are getting lighter. On the other hand though, I am starting to have symptoms now. My boobs officially hurt, and I was up ALL night last night eating crackers and ginger ale because I was so nauseous. I don’t know which to trust.
Yes. They are definitely getting lighter. I am [...]

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Lines, Lines, Lines

 I am super paranoid now because these lines aren’t getting any darker. The one on the top is a FRER from yesterday AM and the bottom one is a Target brand from today. I know they are different brands, but I *really* wanted to see a darker line today. Oh, and Hubby refuses to let [...]

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I Guess I Owe You Guys a Story

As you know – I had pretty much decided that this was a lost cause yesterday when the tests were still coming up negative and my OHSS was totally gone. I told everyone that it wasn’t going to happen (family, friends, etc) and then Hubby and I went and got cute (he got his eyebrows [...]

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Speechless

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